Thursday, July 10, 2008
ashes...my dear sarah's ashes...in my hand. grey, chips of bone...lifeless...all that is left of her earthly body.
our breath-christopher's and mine---taken away for the minutes after we opened the urn...and gazed for the first time.
sorrow that was deeper than any words ever to be found.
never right to experience for anyone.
long journey ahead to the land that is so far away-to take some of these ashes to leave in the water that held our dear bella while her life slipped away to heaven.
good friends, good family to go with us for this next part of the journey.
didn't ask for this one.
didn't ever want to have to do this--none of us.
God. please help.