Monday, January 10, 2011

New Year 2011

Time moves on and just nothing slows the clock nor the tides or seasons.

I can hardly believe that it is 4 years of dates since you lived here in your body and life. 2007....seems long ago. Amazed at how much has happened, how many new things you have never experienced.

I am trying to figure out how to live a day and the seesaw of then and now.
Trying to live fully.

Trying to honor our life from then and keep you alive without it tripping my step each moment.

Living on.

Knowing that it can happen again...even today.

When is my day...my last day?

Don't want to miss today.

Moments, memories, new things, old things....

dust on the old...blowing off these things, memories....breathing fresh air.

Spring cleaning the soul, my heart...my mother's heart.

don't have many words that spill out of this older fingers that even ache with age. How to do this....hummmmm

oh well, best I can do today.

5 comments:

karen gerstenberger said...

Sending you a huge {{{{HUG}}}} and love.

Robin said...

{{{{{{{{{{{{{Chris}}}}}}}}}}}}

Karen said...

It's such a difficult thing that you are talking about...keeping them with us while they are gone, living this life when our hearts are in other places. Strange high-wire act and not many people who can coach how to do it. It's what you said: just doing the best we can for today.
Hugs and love and comfort to you, dear friend.

christine said...

love all three of you guys!

Dawn ~ BJSMomma said...

Thinking of you today, which means PRAYING!

Dawn