As the days grow longer since you've been gone, I find myself with less words.  Seems that the days are long... in these days around your anniversary of your death, then just short weeks till your birthday would be.  I don't feel like talking much.

I miss you...and wish I could remember you better...with something fresh--a new picture, a new memory...not just revisiting the old ones...but the journey changes.

A new part of the journey is that Christopher has found a place for your ashes...we went there in July to see it...and picked out this place.  It is in Little Italy...in Lake View Cemetery in Cleveland.  

So, in the future, we will design this nitch we picked out for your ashes to be held...and someday both Christopher and my ashes will be there too.  I'm still processing all this.  Not many words.  It is time, but then time seems to not understand the heart.

Lake View Cemetery...this is the future home. By the Mayfield Road gate--right to the right when coming in.

The 4 of us have been on quite a journey--and we share it together...with a tenderness that defies any words.  

Italy...even here in USA

So proud of his life...both of us held up.

this is the entrance for the place.  Sarah's ashes will be on the left right inside the door.

sitting looking at this space...deep in thought.

The space is the 2nd one up between us.

               When we first arrived, this was in the bathroom...the sign of the pilgrimage for the Camino...It really touched me more than any words can say....it is time.

So, it is over 14 years now.  that's really all.  A big time for our hearts...so we will soak in this for now.  Keep Walking...trusting.  Held.  Loved.